found

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realized my passport was not where i thought it was on monday. looking through old sketch books to see if i had stored it in them, i found versions of some old poems/ pre-versions that i dont really remember writing...


una noche, mujer, yo te so~e.
con piernas tempestuosas salias del rio
y con ojos estrellados
mirabas hacia horizontes desconocidos.

tus pies decian todo.

y te fuiste a extraviar
en valles q solo habias navegado una vez,
cuando no existia mas que tu ombligo

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